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Is it really her? Is it? Why yes it is!

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2014, 6:04 PM
Hallo everyone who still watches me and pays attention! How are all of you? Life here is rather interesting. Between Dean (who can you believe it is already freaking 5 months old x.x) and work I have little me time. But that's okay, I actually for the most part (sort of) enjoy it. I'm currently back home, working, and doing a whole hell of a lot of tumblr. For those of you who rp a lot and want to, I'll note you my rp blog! :D It's so much fun!! I do miss dA a lot though and have been finding myself on here more and more as the weeks go by. It was my outlet to write, vent, look at other art and such. So with luck I shall be getting on a lot more now. I need to really seriously get back into writing though. Yes, while my rp threads are various lengths, it just isn't really the same. Does anyone want an art trade? Have an idea for a ff you want? Let me know okay! Please?

I'm back to my zombie journal skin ;3 I'm so happy with this one. Yes I love my Harley Quinn one (and why not it's a nickname after all) I'm pretty happy back on this one! :D

Also! I have to get a new laptop. :( The one I am on now is biting the dust hard and fast. I'm transferring all of my valuable files to flash drives (multiple copies just in case) and then going to try one thing with this one. If it doesn't work I'm getting a totally different one and just using this one as a play around no care type thing.

  • Listening to: In the Heat of the Night on the tv
  • Reading: The Green Rider series
  • Watching: In the Heat of the Night
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Tons of water

Updates

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 3, 2014, 11:19 AM
Holy crap it's been over a month since I updated this. Why? Well I had my baby! :D That's right, Dean Austin Wuebbels was born on December 30, 2013 at 6:44 p.m. He has been such a handful but so worth it. Growing like a weed and is a spoiled happy little man. <3 I'll post pics later right now I found a stolen moment to post here.

In my spare time of not napping, taking care of him and not working I have started working on my novel once more. Lots of GOD DAMN IT WHY THE FUCK WILL YOU NOT...*rage* lol but hey that seems normal for writers. My characters do as they please when they please. I am just along for the ride.

How have ya'll been? Have I missed anything important? *hugs* There are a few of you whom I am dying to talk to and just haven't gotten around to it! NOTE ME please <3

  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: The Black Jewles Trilogy
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Fruit
  • Drinking: Tons of water

Yule Time

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 22, 2013, 7:10 AM
Hello everyone! I hope all of you are well and gearing up for the holidays! I'm sure most (or hoping) that all of you have that horrible thing called shopping out of the way. Anyone with really big family plans?? Huge parties? What about small little get togethers? *shrugs* My family is having the celebration a few days after because of reasons they won't tell me....more than likely because the baby will be here any day. *nervous yet happy dance* I'm in my last real week of well if he doesn't come then everything is still okay. Next week though if he STILL isn't here (though I'm willing to bet he will be) they will start to get pretty pushy with me.

*waves hand* Just wanted to drop by and update this. I'm not dead or missing yet xD. Hopefully today I get some works up that have been piling up but we shall see.

Happy Yule ya'll

  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Halfway to the Grave
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Fruit
  • Drinking: Hot cocoa

Finals

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 4, 2013, 5:01 PM
This week and next I highly doubt any of you will see or hear from me on here. I have finals and a ton of homework and tests and pretty much right now I'm not the best person to bother or annoy. Once next week is done and past you will see some new work from me, get updates and more replies. But for now, I need to focus on my school stuff and not the internet. *sighs* Bye by everyone and wish me luck for the next week. <3

  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Halfway to the Grave
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Fruit
  • Drinking: Hot cocoa

Holy crap...

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 20, 2013, 4:42 PM
So I was really bored and was going through my gallery and reading most of my very first fanfictions. Oh. My. Giddy. Aunt. On. A. Pogo stick. They are just...I couldn't even read half of them. *hides in a dark corner* They are just so BAD. But the plot and ideas themselves I actually really liked and was like I should totally redo these and see where ti gets me. Naturally, around all the other things that I'm trying to write. *sighs* But people actually liked them and commented on them and I just. Nope. Big old thing of no freaking way any more!! Those are going to go bye bye as soon as I can find enough time to do that much cleaning and note making of the ideas that were behind them.


*shivers* On a random side note, how is everyone doing? Anyone going to sign up for National Write a Novel Month? I have! :la:

  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Beauty
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: --------
  • Eating: Skittles
  • Drinking: Hot tea :3

ugh

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 29, 2013, 9:50 AM
Why is it every time I sit down to start writing something comes up? School suddenly decided that I'm going to have homework every time I turn around and work has me going non stop anyway. When I do sit down and write something I instantly hate it and assume that it isn't any good and just scrap it mad at myself. What has gotten in to me?! I want to write but it's like something is holding me back. *sighs* Advice?


On another note; I LOVE THE FALL WEATHER HERE *bliss* It's chilly but not too cold and I can enjoy my hot teas and cider and cocoa. :heart: I love the way it all looks and pretty soon when I drive through town on my way to school I'll get to smell burning leaves. (I live in the country....we don't burn leaf piles we just leave them how they are. *shrug*)

  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Beauty
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Eating: Lunch soon
  • Drinking: Hot tea :3

Opening Art Trades and Requests UPDATE

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 4, 2013, 3:52 PM
So I have found myself wanting to write but having nothing to write about. While I have ideas that I want to work on for my own characters and ideas I also want to let my friends and watchers have the chance to throw out ideas they want to see me write about. (Within reason please....) Just note me and I shall take anything so long as I know the fandom or am given a very good description of the characters involved. I do have some things that I will NOT write but I will let you know as I am asked. I am willing to take up to four stories depending on how big you want them. Bring them on and I am ready!! First come first served I will not play favorites to all of you.



THREE OF FOUR SPOTS ARE TAKEN!! ONE REMAINS!! PLEASE NOTE I WILL NOT BE RUSHED ON THESE I WILL WRITE THEM OUT IN MY OWN PACE.

1):iconSaphireShadowsplz:
2):iconMovie-Manplz:
3):iconamandousplz:
4)

  • Listening to: Youtube Playlists
  • Reading: Kuroshitsuji
  • Watching: Yu-Gi-Oh
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: lots of fluids

For a dear friend

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 25, 2013, 8:40 AM
While I know this isn't the best way, a very dear friend of mine has been under the weather and sick this past summer. Just this weekend she had to leave home and go all the way out of state to go back to college while still ill. I'm sending her good thoughts and wishes that she gets better soon, but hopefully you can show her support and kind thoughts and (if you're into that type of thing and she is) prayers as well. All of you here on dA whom I have gotten close to are my mottley family and I care deeply about all of you so to see even one of you ill has me in a worried state of mind and fretting. You're all wonderful and mean a lot to me so I would love to see the world show they have hearts and let her know that you're thinking of her for me as well as a fellow member of dA who is going through a very rough time.

:iconchibi-kisame: Is the one who needs the love. Check her out and just either say hello and wish her well or maybe check her work out. Thanks everyone if you do, and know that if any of you ever fall the same way  never hesitate to ask me to be supportive of you. <3

Lots of love to all of you,
Meek

  • Listening to: Youtube Playlists
  • Reading: Kuroshitsuji
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: lots of fluids

YAY

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 8, 2013, 8:55 AM
So I FINALLY have internet at my house. *does a happy happy dance* Guess what that means? That's right, I can be on here a lot more. :D Well...as much as work and home life let me. Either way more work can be posted, I can FINALLY start to rp more often here (Either in my chatroom or note, just ask and you shall receive) and I can also keep up with comments and all the deviations I have. (Big list give me time to get back to you lol)

Just wanted to pop in and let ya'll know because I am excited xD Also I have Skype as well so note me for my name and I can add you!

  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Ironside by Holly Black
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Cravings have me all over
  • Drinking: Gallons of water.

So...

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 31, 2013, 2:28 PM

Lately I realized something about myself and I figured out that I really needed to try and change it. No it is nothing really heart stopping or like, really worthy of writing down but I wanted to see how many others are like this. You see, once I ship a pairing I became locked in on it and it only. For example Yaoi wise; SasuNaru. Well I have learned that I can let them be split IF an ONLY if the character they are with are a good foil for them. If they aren't then I really don't pay a  lick of attention to the pairing and stick with what I know is classic and amazing.

 

In another aspect of this for het pairings or cannonxoc I was always tied to one set pairing with OcxCannon; example ItachixRoraku. It has always been so hard for me to dare branch out and as I look around I realized that as long as the OC was well done and actually well planned and worked on maybe it's a bit harsh to not even glance at them. Why not? I mean I have an OC with Daryl from The Walking Dead and I know I put a ton of work into my writing for that pairing so I know it would crush me to not have views from people who see he's with an oc and just go nope; I refused because I only ship him with so and so.

 

Anyone else ever found themselves doing this? Or is this just me and I'm rambling for no reason. *headdesk*



  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Name of the Wind (again)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Cravings have me all over
  • Drinking: Gallons of water.

Random

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 24, 2013, 9:30 AM

Wanted to get my rather depressing journal off my main page. So here I am! Lol I am in a pretty good mood and have been trying to go with the flow and let things work as they want. *nods*

 

So random question is just that; does anyone know how to change folder pictures and layouts? Mine are so bland and I have seen some really cool set ups but I have no idea how to do anything so darn fancy. Help? Advice?



  • Listening to: Youtube playlists
  • Reading: Name of the Wind (again)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: I WANT RAMEN DAMN IT
  • Drinking: Gallons of water.

A small thing that's been on my mind

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 8, 2013, 8:45 AM

Like most humans do, when we sit in front of a screen viewing anything from a movie to an anime or even just a TV show, there is always something that wakes up in us. "I wish I could live in this world" or "I wish I could have a life like that." Lately as I watch shows and view different pieces of art I feel that very thing welling up. I guess it's just hormones but recently I really do wish my life just once could turn into something beautiful. A house with a loving partner, the baby running around and a job I am proud to go to. What deity out there did I make so mad for my life to be the way it is? Struggling to pay bills, looking for my own space and a place to call my own to raise my child…instead I sit and end up sobbing at night because I can't get anywhere. I'm always the one to help others, always the one there when I'm needed and going beyond what I am called on to do but yet my life is a constant struggle to make it a real life. What am I going to do keeps echoing in my mind like a song on repeat. But no matter how many times I ask it, I end up at the same conclusion; I don't have a single clue. Yes, I am going to keep going to school in the fall at the local college but still…something just feels…empty.

Each time I look into a different, happy and content life I just feel that much worse. What should I do? Would anyone take a commission from me in writing to help earn money? I don't know…Sorry it's a sad little journal but I wanted to get this off of my chest.



  • Listening to: My youtube playlists
  • Reading: Flames and A Golden Sword (RoyxEd Fanfic)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Tomatoes with salt
  • Drinking: Water by the gallons

Over 23000 VIEWS?!

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 3, 2013, 11:39 AM

When the hell did that happen?! xD Thank you to everyone who views my page! So I felt like sharing a bit more about myself in a fun way of little random facts <3

 

 

:bulletblack: Meek has a tendency to lose messages and notes, if you sent something important don't be afraid to remind me or to re- send it.
 :bulletblack:Meek does not appreciate beggars.
:bulletblack: Meek's friends get free art gifts sometimes, because :bulletblack:Meek wants to give them nice stuff, and she will do this when she feels like it. Not because they demand or have the right to demand or get free art
:bulletblack: Meek is a busy girl, she has a life and she is a college student, she also likes to have time to write for herself. If she could afford to and had the time to, or if she really was some sort of writing machine that can fart  5 pieces per second... and she actually kind of wishes she was, she would definitely go around giving everyone cool gifts. But unfortunately and for the time being she isn't, but who knows how far science will take us.
:bulletblack: Be nice to the Meek and the Meek will be nice to you.
:bulletblack: Meek loves gift-art.
 :bulletblack:Meek feels deeply flattered when people draw or write her stuff about her characters, you don't have to ask for permission but she'd definitely love to see it.
:bulletblack: Meek likes dark chocolate, kittens and porn.
 :bulletblack:Telling Meek her work makes you want to give up on yours, is not a compliment, it makes her uncomfortable.
 :bulletblack:Meek holds grudges forever. She might forgive but she never forgets.
:bulletblack: Meek likes cock.
 :bulletblack:Meek swears like a sailor.
:bulletblack: Meek likes well thought constructive criticism. Tell her why you think something is wrong and how to improve or fix it. Tell her where she went wrong and also tell her the things you like.
 :bulletblack:Meek and pretty much everyone has the right to take or reject critique politely.
:bulletblack: Meek randomly stalks her watchers and fans. She's a creep.
:bulletblack: Meek likes to squeeze her boobs when nobody's looking and she sings in the shower.
:bulletblack: Meek hates people.
:bulletblack: Meek hates lots of things.
:bulletblack: Meek is no slave to canon, but that doesn't mean she never likes canon ships.
:bulletblack: Meek does not give fake compliments, ever, she will compliment you when she really things you've outdone yourself.
:bulletblack: Meek is fluent in English and sarcasm, she is kind of an asshole.
:bulletblack: Meek doesn't care if you don't like her, so she definitely doesn't need you to let her know, actually she probably already knows and she hates you back.
 :bulletblack:Meek is pro-LGBT, she loves her gay buddies.
:bulletblack: Meek is pregnant and can be utterly hormonal and not realize she is being a complete psycho…let her know if you feel she needs to calm down.
:bulletblack: Meek writes what she wants.
 :bulletblack:Meek is not afraid to change her mind and take her words back.
 :bulletblack:Meek is awkward around strangers, she's fucking insane around her buddies and her waifu.
:bulletblack: Meek is afraid of heights but she's stupid so she still gets up on high places even though she knows she will get dizzy.
 :bulletblack:Meek overreacts sometimes and she apologizes in advance. She has a bad temper and sometimes she can't help it.
:bulletblack: Meek is human.



  • Listening to: My youtube playlists
  • Reading: Flames and A Golden Sword (RoyxEd Fanfic)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: I WANT MY LUNCH DAMN IT
  • Drinking: Water by the gallons

Long time no talk

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 19, 2013, 9:00 AM

After my last journal entry, so many things happened at once I feel lucky to even be sane. *sighs* From my mother of all people moving  back home (Sounds great...to me it isn't and it's a long personal story) all the way up to the news that I have known since the beginning of May. Two more weeks (maybe only one if I feel nice enough) and I shall share it with all of you. However most of you are really smart and I am betting that you know what it is! ;) If I haven't told you because you are a close friend lol.

 

Let me see here...I'm not really sure what I should be putting here. Other than I have been trying to keep up with my writing both for friends as well as all of my original works for the future. That in and of itself is something that has been rather hard to do but I make myself because I have the horrible habit of falling out of writing for months on end if I don't keep up with it. Not a good thing for someone like me.

 

:hug:



  • Listening to: My youtube playlists
  • Reading: My Sweet Audrina
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Fruit
  • Drinking: Water by the gallons

Meme thing and others

Journal Entry: Sat May 4, 2013, 3:46 PM
  • Listening to: My playlist on youtube
  • Reading: fanfictions and doujinshi
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Biscuts and honey
  • Drinking: Tea
So lately I have found myself working quite a bit on my writing as well as doing gifts for friends and just seeing what I can and can not do for my work. :) So that brings me to this little thing I found on someone else's journal and I felt the urge to go ahead and give it a shot. As for updates none really here to report other than something secret I will only tell a select few people! ;)




Comment with the name of an OC and I'll tell you...

1.) Their full name
2.) Their city/place of birth
3.) Their country of origin
4.) How tall they are and what kind of build they have
5.) Their favorite food
6.) The animal I associate with them
7.) One present they would love to receive
8.) One physical thing that frightens them
9.) One thought that frightens them
10.) If they can use a weapon, and if so, which one
11.) One article/style of clothing they're fond of wearing
12.) Who their significant other/love interest is
13.) What they like most about their significant other/love interest
14.) What they would do if they were to lose their significant other/love interest
15.) If they want children/if they have children, and if so, how many
16.) What kind of parent they'd be.
17.) If they remember anniversaries
18.) Their favorite scent
19.) Their favorite place to be
20.) 2 questions of your choice

For reference, my main OCs:

Freya (Original)
Taryen (Original)
Kaia (Original)
Madalin (Original)
Bailey (Supernatrual oc)
Holly (Walking Dead oc)
Nona (Naruto oc)
Kailey (Batman oc)

Bring it on!!! lol

Home safe

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 14, 2013, 10:06 AM
  • Listening to: My playlist on youtube
  • Reading: fanfictions and doujinshi
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: Boarderlands 2
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Tea from a bowl
I had so much fun at the convention~! I not only got a ton of pictures, I also had a ton taken OF me. *squeals* I also got to meet, talk to, and get a picture taken with Erik Vale! *fawns over him* Granted when we sat and talked we just did that. I didn't crazy fangirl out, I treated him like a normal person and he LOVED that. I also got to go to him over 18 pannel where he told a TON of stories and cursed a LOT xD It was so much FUN! I'm still worn out however I shall post a few pics of my choice. :)

ALSO I got a new group given to me!! supernaturallounge.deviantart.… Please Join it!! :D

I did it...

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 10, 2013, 3:45 PM
  • Listening to: My playlist on youtube
  • Reading: fanfictions and doujinshi
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: Boarderlands 2
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Tea from a bowl
Yes, I did it. FINALLY! lol I changed my name. :dance: I know most of you are now complaining but as I look at it it's MY dA acount so I should do with it as I please. While I don't post a whole lot here that is about to change since I have taken on a few commissions. :) Now I just need a new icon....and was wondering if anyone would like to make me on? :iconbegplz:

Also! Tomorrow I get to go to my very first anime convention. *flails around like crazy* I am so excited. A whole weekend away with just my boyfriend at a CONVENTION *flops*  I have never been to one before and I am really pumped about this. My Grams and I have been working on my costumes since November when I broke down and bought a ticket so everything is hand made. <3 I am going as Daenerys Targaryen and Alice in Wonderland. *swoon*

Pictures will be posted and keep an eye out for my few commissions. :)

Fill in title here lol

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 16, 2013, 9:18 AM
  • Listening to: My playlist on youtube
  • Reading: Wise Man&#039;s Fear
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: Boarderlands 2
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Tea from a bowl
So I guess I need to update this thing. :P lol I have been so swamped lately because...*drum roll* I got a second job! Yeah that's right, I'm a hard worker now lol. Honestly it's crazy for me anymore. x.x I do miss it on here and miss ya'll but work has just kept me going in ten different directions. *shrugs*

I was thinking for those of you whom I am really close with, if you want so I can please still keep in touch with you, send me your cell number in a note? Up to you!




DA Besties Who I'd Die Without:
:iconchibi-kisame::iconthis-is-m3::iconvicodinflavoredmints::iconzooey92:
:iconb2tuck::iconcolorapocalypse::iconprofessorgenkigirl::iconween-e:
:iconpastel-cowboy::iconsaphireshadows::iconemmykelly::iconamandous:
:iconyourburden:

:D

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 12, 2013, 11:23 AM
  • Listening to: My playlist on youtube
  • Reading: Wise Man&#039;s Fear
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: Boarderlands 2
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Cran-Apple juice
Sup! So I know I haven't updated in about a month or so. *shrug* sorry lol. Life has been keeping me happily occupied. Between spending time with my boyfriend and friends and work I've been kinda just on the go all the time. I finally got my second job! *dances around* So now I'll have yet another income. :)


Dunno why I chose to make this journal lol. Other than to say hello everyone, I'm still alive and a busy bee and hope ya'll are doing ok! <3




DA Besties Who I'd Die Without:
:iconchibi-kisame::iconthis-is-m3::iconvicodinflavoredmints::iconzooey92:
:iconb2tuck::iconcolorapocalypse::iconprofessorgenkigirl::iconween-e:
:iconpastel-cowboy::iconsaphireshadows::iconemmykelly::iconamandous:
:iconyourburden:

Tagged and BETA NEEDED

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 16, 2013, 8:25 AM
  • Listening to: My playlist on youtube
  • Reading: Wise Man&#039;s Fear
  • Watching: Netflix
  • Playing: CoD Black Ops 2
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Cran-Apple juice
Rules:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 6 things about themselves in their journal.
3. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
4. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
6. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people

Well, let's get this out of the way... Shall we?

1.)  I am a bookworm. I read so much that I am amazed that I can get anything done in a day. *headdesk* It's seriously an addiction I have always had.


2.) When I get into something I am either completly and utterly obessed...or I am not interested at all. There is no in between with me. xD

3.) I'm seriously writing four novels at once and in my head all of them are complete. It's not hard to me to do this, however I need betas for a few of them.

4.) I live in a world that isn't reality. Sound odd? Try to be me. xD I love to escape into my own little world and just day dream as I work and such.

5.) I adore role plays. Any type, of any kind is perfect to me. Wanna rp? NOTE ME ;)

6.) I treat each and every one of my OCs as if they were my very own children. I create them, continuously mold them, and watch them flower into something greater than they once were. And no matter where life takes me, I will always keep them close to my heart.

And here come the tags:

:iconprofessorgenkigirl::iconween-e:
:iconpastel-cowboy::iconsaphireshadows::iconemmykelly::iconamandous:
:iconyourburden:




FOR BETA NEWS
I need someone who is very very driven, who doesn't mind my random notes at random hours about random things, and who doesn't mind boy love for one story. PLEASE HELP



DA Besties Who I'd Die Without:
:iconchibi-kisame::iconthis-is-m3::iconvicodinflavoredmints::iconzooey92:
:iconb2tuck::iconcolorapocalypse::iconprofessorgenkigirl::iconween-e:
:iconpastel-cowboy::iconsaphireshadows::iconemmykelly::iconamandous:
:iconyourburden: